Monday, November 24, 2008
verloren
and i had found a glimmer of light in the darkness,
and i go towards it,
and it beckons me,
and all of a sudden,
the light is doused.
returned to shine upon the past
i want the light
is that so wrong?
to feel comforted
to feel at peace
to feel loved
but i cannot choose where the light shines
it is its own valence
so once again i am just drifting along in the darkness
i have lost my beacon
i feel alone
Friday, November 21, 2008
update on life
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
i am FREE
free from the tyranny, free from the malice, free from the hate, and, most of all, free from the LIES
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Schmerz und Sorge
withdrawn without question before your heart completely falls apart.
broken into fine glass cutting my skin.
black blood pours over out of my heart.
poison made clear by taste of sin left lingering.
meant to fade away with your darkened wings that were enslaved by hate.
you started to awake.
but you couldn't see the truth that was in front of me.
envy incarnated and it took form to tear out your eyes.
you pass this into your new life.
your actions become of no use.
they'll become abused and used against you.
lower your head.
strength compares to nothing next to him.
fine lines you have imposed and you no longer have your given hope.
my ice numb skin feels nothing but the realization i can no longer have her breath.
may she be taken? the answer is a lingering whisper in the dark dead misty air...
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
thoughts
And no, I don't have all the answers. I don't know how to jolt myself into seeing what each moment could become. But I do know one thing: the solution doesn't involve watering down me every little idea and creative impulse for the sake of someday easing my fit into a mold. It doesn't involve tempering my life to better fit someone else's expectations. It doesn't involve constantly holding back for fear of shaking things up.
This is very important, so I want to say it as clearly as I can:
Fuck.
That.
Shit.
Friday, April 11, 2008
The Musical Stylings of Sandy Hale
Friday, February 15, 2008
Life update
Well, me and amber have finally moved out on our own. We were living with our friend chris(moses), and that was fine and all, but it's just not the same as having your own place. Everyone has been so generous in helping out with groceries and furniture and the like, and we are eternally grateful to those who have helped us. We're both nearly broke because of all the utility deposits and the like, but I'd say we're doin okay. We should have a house phone in a week or two and I'll post a bulletin when we do. Just reply to it and I'll give you the number. mcklucker